I wish I had known what he was going to do. Of course, now I know why he wanted me in the house that night. My dad offered to stay home and make sure that I didn’t go out anywhere. I wasn’t allowed to go because I had been grounded. One the night of my 15 th birthday my mom had taken my brothers out to a party.
My dad wasn’t my real father, he was our step dad, but still I had always thought of him as my dad. The thought of what happened on my 15 th birthday still haunts me. I guess in his weird and twisted mind he got off on it, or maybe he was having them get me ready for him.
I didn’t know at the time that my dad was sick and had put my brothers up to doing what they did to me. But, my dad had never done anything like that. Sexual abuse was nothing new to me, as I had been molested by both my brothers from the time I was 11.
